Tuesday, March 11, 2008

LIFE, LUCK, DESTINY

Today the STPM result is out... I feel so anxious for all my F6 friends... So, I just called tze qing when I was walking to David Caro Building for my math tutorial around 3pm(Australia time). But then they haven't get the result yet, so I just go to my class and after 1 hour, we were walking to another building for a MatLab, I phoned tzeqing again... This time they got the result d, but not so good according to them... But I think we can't really do anything with the result already as it is out and for sure d... What we shall do is that get into our plan... If your result did affect your initial plan then I guess it's pretty sure that you will have to sort another plan out... I knew it's easy for me to talk here as I am not you guys and I really can't feel that what are you guys going through now... I am really SORRY about that... But everything in this world happen for reasons... Think about this "塞翁失马焉知非福"...
I chat with a friend in MSN... He is kind of sad and disappointed with his result... I can't really help much and what I can do is just chat with him, talk to him and I did really hope that by talking out or share somehting with others will help him to release his sadness and he will be better... Trying my best to kinda getting what really make him feel nauseating and numb... But I guess I am still not qualified to be a counsellor yet as he didnt really tell me...
But the main point of this post is I would like to highlight... LUCK and DESTINY... Maybe we just don't have enough luck to get what we wish to get and what we would like to achieve... The other friend told me that, he tried to reach somehting by hands but can't reach, but then he can reach by using his legs... I learned a lesson from him... Yeah, right... can't get through hands so just try to use legs... So, maybe you didn't get good result for you to go to the University that you wish, perhaps going to other University will also help you achieve what you want in the end just that you are now taking the other pathway to get it... Isn't it sound logical for you guys? or this is your destiny, you are meant to be taking this way to reach your ultimate destination... And we can't always get whatever we want n our life... Maybe this is one of the tests that God send to us and we have to overcome this challenge to continue our game (particularly called LIFE)
After chatting with him, I really felt that I am too lucky... Far far more too lucky than anyone else... I even told him that I sometimes felt so SORRY for all my friends in F6, they are really far more better than me academically, but then they just didn't get the chance that I get... They have to stay at F6, and in the end this is what they get... Sometimes I will ask why... Why is it so unfair for them? Perhaps I shall quote a dialogue from the movie... "Welcome to the real World, there is no JUSTICE here..." I just wonder WHY...
Nothing much to say already... I just hope that he will be fine soon... Get up from where he fell down and continue his journey of life...
Good Luck in you guys' Uni application then...
I hope this post didn't make anyone feel insulted and if so, I would like to apologise...

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